So, I can't sleep, well, so what? why should I sleep? Why should I get x number of hours every night? Is that really that important. ok, i am going to stop capitalizing letters too, it takes to much time, and well i just want to rant.
If anyone reads this you might be wondering, why am i using blogger? well maybe because tumblr is for hipster ass people, but i guess by using blogger i am saying i am too cool for tumblr which in turn, makes me the hipster bitch, whatever, isnt that what we all want is to be cool? fuck education, we want to be cool.
sometimes, on twitter, even facebook, i try to watch what i say, well the fact of the matter is no one is really paying attention it doesnt matter, its not like one day some company will cross check me and find out i said "fuck" in a blog and not hire me, of course then again, i say that now and maybe they will, basically i am sayin, i probably wont amount to much in my life.
why do we blog in the first place? i mean who gives a turtles vagina what i say? we all would like to think people care but the retality is no one does, and if they do, by tomorrow they will have forgotten any of it even happened. i mean, are we are really that simple minded? I would like to think that i am a good critically although i am sure a lot of people would argue against me on that....haha
OK, here is a random thought (not that any of this isnt random) what if by playing dumb is actually being smart? people have a certain standard by people so if you just blend in, you can get away with a lot. (ok i had a thought and lost it, ill try to come back to that later)
do you ever want to punch someone in the face just because? you have absolutely no reason to punch them in the face? but you just really want to? maybe its the way they look, or the way they talk, but you just want to knock them out cold. Or do you ever want to take something completely perfect and destroy it?
I think i am done with this rant?
i dont know why i put a question mark
i think i am writing this just to feel like someone is listening to me really
i may post this on twitter, but i wouldnt want people to think i am weird or some shit
I think i honestly just am tired
moods usually change because of sleep deprivation, right?
Dont you hate it when you are in a class with over a hundred people, and you have to pee, and you feel like a feak infront of everyone going to pee.
I really wonder if i think i am more awkward than i am?
isnt it weird how different people precieve different things?
Like i could think on a given day that i look good,
but someone else could think i loook like an ugly troll.
but i guess half the fun is not knowing, right?
sometimes, i have the feeling to run naked through fields of grass, but then i remember that could end badly in so many ways,
should i pull an all nighter? i have never done it, ive been in college a whole year, and i have never pulled an all nighter, is there something wrong with me?
do you ever say a word so much you cant stand it anymore, like chapel, or sandwich or label, or wiener
